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Monday, July 28, 2008 6:07:00 PM




Helo..

Another Emo day...
I cant understand..I just not used to having frens hu have bf..
I dont know..i can just cry on the spot..<\3 Sometimes ,Gina hurts me wif her attitude n words...Shaz..*sigh* i seriously dun noe wad to say abt her.. She don't concentrate on her studies..alll she thinks abt is boys boys boys... Her action wif ****** really like...(pardon me for saying this) very..dependent...slut..despo..shameless for just a guy..>.<>



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Monday, July 7, 2008 4:29:00 PM

Hi~=)
Finally Back..i was thinking for the past 3 months..hope u guys didnt miss me..
Alot of things happened during summer ,like China programme, Scouts camp , SYF , ALOT of fights goin on..

Hmm..something about me still hasnt change though, that is emoness and stubborness.. :X
Well..whole holiday watching anime , playing grandchase...I know..this is wat u call a no life...

I finally know wat my weakness was...

L.O.N.L.Y.N.E.S.S


That's about it..nothing but lonlyness.
I guess it really affected me deeply..all started from childhood...

_no one to talk to..
_no friends
_scared and fear of losing my friends i only had..

I really felt lonely..
in school~~My friends just talk among themselves which is not related to me..
everytime i wanna voice things out, they either didnt hear me and walk away or...continuing their talking..I am really sick of this life...no one wanna listen.when i say i am not emo,they say i nver voice things out..now i tell u i DID.

at home~~My mom doesnt even care abt SOME of my feelings..durin her..you know..she gets extreme furry which is terrible..>.

CONCLUSION?
i can cry any minute now...T.T
I am sick of my life..sometimes i feel like cutting my wrists or just jmp dwn da buildin to end everythin..but there's no point..it wont solve it...
Up til now..i'm still confused..@.@

bye...


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C r u s h P o e m

Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?

Will Fate Bring us together?
 Will miracles happen?
 Will you notice me?



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NAME: *Shi Ying*
Bdae: 24th December 1993
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