-----------WARNING-------------------- *This diary entry contains alot of negative content. If u cant take negative content please dont take it to heart wad i say..
I am in a bad mood today :( I start to think of all the negative things again...(sry if i said anything tat hurt u) I just dont want anything to repeat its history. I have a bad past and i cant put it behind me , i dunno why. I may appear okay to you but if i were to think , i can cry on the spot. So..I am fragile, weak , stupid , dumb, rejected , hateful, pathetic and i really hate myself. I know i'm a weakling. I remembered my tutor's advice... Even though she's just a tutor , i can feel that she can feel what i've felt.I almost cried T.T I cant figure out why my life is so hard? I try my best in everything but it is not appreciated.. I know my best friends like Gina does the hard work and i appreciate that hard effort. Sometimes people and i cant really get along and you cant force them. I tried my best but all i get is ignorance. Every time i keep silent you guys say im emoing but im not. 1) i dont know the topic ure toking about 2) i was thinking of smeting else 3) i'm confused 4) no comments 5) i just wanna keep quiet..(bad mood)
Yeah..I feel so much better after writing this down..now i can cry to sleep....zzzz
*PLS COMMENT ON THIS POST COS ITS ALSO FOR MY COMPOSITION!!!!!!
