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Friday, January 30, 2009 3:28:00 PM

I wished my friends would say that to him..haha jkjk!

I wished i could say that easily..

2 more days to February!!!
1 more month closer to 'N' level ~ >.<
Next week is flooded with tests!!!
Tommorow got scouts.

I was quiet today..i think shazanah mistaken and thought that i was upset because Gina "printed" the form for her. Not because of that, maybe trying to delete my memories but felt that it was unerasable. If i erased it..my heart will either ache or froze, that means i'll not be joking anymore. But if i keep these memories, I can't give up. So i'm still trying..TO GIVE UP.
Hard to forget. Why do i always like someone that doesnt even know me? Why issit yellow so hard to forget?! I'm still deciding what i truly want. For now, i'll type a dedication to teenage.Confessing to him, not putting my name.
I'm so Troubled. ;(

Today, maths test. I wrote some wrong answers so i'm aiming to get 15/25.
Byebye.. :( I wished i could say..

I Love SHINee (:

SHINeeKey

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Thursday, January 29, 2009 7:39:00 PM

Hiaz..So sick of maths lesson already. These few days i want to sleep in class.
Am i jelous? Am I? Am I? My Heart is aching..bleeding..
So empty~~ My Heart is so E.M.P.T.Y.
POA dont get what the hell is Mr Teo saying..
English lesson so noisy. Stupid class making Ms Yong angry.
I always talk to Four walls.. Outburst of tests next week..
ByeBye~

I Love SHINee (:

SHINeeKey

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Wednesday, January 28, 2009 6:30:00 PM

I find this interesting..

S e v e n t e e n :
You look at their profiles constantly.

S i x t e e n :
When you're on the phone/text with them late at night and they hang up/stop replying, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.

F i f t e e n :
You read their texts and IMs over and over again.

F o u r t e e n :
You walk really slow when you're with them.

T h i r t e e n :
You feel shy feel great whenever they're around.

E l e v e n :
When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.

T e n :
You smile when you hear their voice.

N i n e :
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you; you just see him/her.

E i g h t :
You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.

S e v e n :
They're all you think about.

S i x :
You get high just from their scent.

F i v e :
You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.

F o u r :
You would do anything for them, just to see them.

T h r e e :
While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.

T w o :
You were so busy thinking about that person,you didn't notice number twelve was missing.

One :
You just scrolled up to check& are now silently laughing at yourself. :P

LOL?? oh , and i just type my history combined essay and sent it already...
byes !~ :DD

I Love SHINee (:

SHINeeKey

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Saturday, January 24, 2009 7:32:00 PM

Woahh, My birthday is one month ago..Time passes so fast. :(
Aiyo, I am not sure wherther today i EMOTIONAL or not.
My heart hurts when my mum said i cant go out with G3S. I keep feeling that i betrayed Gina by saying she has no time for us, She is busy cant go out with me..Its now my turn. T.T I cant control my tears today, i dont know why. My heart hurts alot. I'm not sure is it because im trying to forget yellow or because of my BFF. My mom says that there is no point rushing since its already 7pm and we still havent go out coz it'll take quite a long time to go Bugis. I really can breakdown anytime..Im so weak, Not independent.. /span>
Why cant i forget yellow?! Why cant i forget him like how i forget the others?! Why!? Why?! Why!?

I Love SHINee (:

SHINeeKey

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Friday, January 23, 2009 7:33:00 PM

Hiaz, So Sien today..
Mr Rashid and Ms Lim's lesson all want to sleep..zzz
Today during recess i look at what shaz is looking and i saw T.P. After awhile, i turn again i saw him again..zz

Then when i wanted to go to the library, Lester, Royston and another guy ask me wherther want to go for Advanced camp or not..After alot of dunnos, I agreed to go..Then saw T.P again..zzz After recess, coming down the stairs , SAW T.P AGAIN!!!

Why Does he keep appearing in my life?! It should be Yellow!! But yellow is avoiding me!!! T.T
This year's Celebration was not so good as last year.
Noticeboard :
Sec 3--3rd *3E1
--2nd *3NA
--1st *3E2

Sec 4--i forgot but i noe the first is 5nB

Break record..Nver see yellow :)
Today also chiong Hike report..

Byebye:)

I Love SHINee (:

SHINeeKey

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Thursday, January 22, 2009 7:21:00 PM

Huahuahua..Finally i update.. :X
Too many things happen in this week so im not going elaborate..
Take IC, Bernie relief teacher..Aiyoo
So many things happening...
>.<>
Dun see T.p and Yellow..As long as i can..
Tommorow is chinese new year celebration!! Wish gina good luck being the MC...
:DD

I Love SHINee (:

SHINeeKey

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Friday, January 16, 2009 9:24:00 AM

Hello People!~~
Now ,i am in the Rainforest. You must be thinking (huh?). jkjk , i actually at Rainforest lab in school because now attending the Digital Music course:D
On 14th January (Wed) i found Gina's chinese composition near the staff room ( towards the hall) , Went to buy new year clothes and eat alot food :)
On 15th January ( thur) had a sleepy maths tution..zzz
Wahh..the aircon in this lab is SUPER cold..T.T Freezing to death here..
Shazanah now beside me writing her blogg..so if u haven read hers, check it out after reading this!
Hiaz..Still writing the lyrics for our song~~Im tellin' ya..ITS NOT EASY!!!

About ~GINA & M.Y~( okay? that was so not me to mention them!)
-Hiaz..All i can say is M.y try to be more understanding cuz she also never go out with us..Since last year Feb 2008 T.T
-And when she's with us, she'll talk about scouts or YOU non stop, so Im dying of m.y-scouting sickness @.@
-Gina, try to make time for him..so sad you know? i know how he feels..Just that you treat me more worst..haha Stop saying you go out with us, is ONLY DURING SCOUTS OR GOT EVENT OKAY?!
---THE END:D---

I Love SHINee (:

SHINeeKey

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009 5:51:00 PM

Hiaz..BIG mistake~
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
Today, WE'VE GOT YEAR BOOK 2008!!!!( Oh and ming yang, Got your picture inside)
L.O.L.
I went to check yellow's real name....
...
...
...
But... T.T
The name was not what i assume it to be...
The name i expected him to be was his friend's name.
So i
-- Copied the wrong Phone number
-- Copied the wrong pants size
-- Copied the wrong name
Hiaz...Go ahead and laugh your ass out cos i already did in class. >.<
Okay...so his name is like...ANCIENT?!?
Oh and his name is RED now..(Colours...zzz)
But i got his class correct~!! (MUhahahhahahha)
Nvm lah, I'll still call him yellow..too used to the name for him..
Today REP test and Maths class test. I got confidence in passing the maths test but the REP very hard!!! How leh??! Die larh... x.x
Tommorow Learning festival!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wohooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUSIC'S IN MY SOUL!~~~~~

Byebye...T.T

I Love SHINee (:

SHINeeKey

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Monday, January 12, 2009 10:28:00 PM

Now is like 10.28pm at night??So i hurry type my blogg for today.
I got Digital Music for Learning Festival. I will learn how to compose music and make a song out of the whole course. ( I can make my own CD and sell it!!-Muahahahahaahahhaaaa)
Tommorow got REP and Maths Class test!! Aaaaaahhhh!!!
Jyjy people!~~ ^^ Hope everyone pass their first test of the year with FLYING COLOURS~~~
bYES and GooDniTez!!! :D

I Love SHINee (:

SHINeeKey

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Saturday, January 10, 2009 10:48:00 AM

Hello~~!!
Yesturday is the CCA FAIR!! Wohoooo!! Made a lot of secondary one friends!!
Unfortunately, the see-saw broke..(ouch, i fell on a spar too while riding the see-saw >.<)
Hehe, i also update my music playlist ^^
Hiaz, i'm still trying to get OVER him so..???
Chicory always say i like T.P & H. ergghhh(for 1st one)
Today maybe playing badminton with Rozilah!! :) :D

--A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU--(dedicated to yellow)

(Eh eh eh oh eh eh eheh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

It never crossed my mind at all,That's what I tell myself,

What we had has come and gone,You're better off with someone else,

It's for the best, I know it is,

But I see you,Sometimes I try to hide,

What I feel inside,And I turn around,

You're with him now,I just can't figure it out,

Tell me why,You're so hard to forget,

Don't remind me,I'm not over it,

Tell me why,I can't seem to face the truth,

I'm just a little too not over you,

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Not over you,

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories,Supposed to fade,

What's wrong with my heart?

Shake it off, let it go,

Didn't think it be this hard,

Should be strong,Moving on,

But I see you,Sometimes I try to hide,

What I feel inside,And I turn around,

You're with him now,I just can't figure it out,

Tell me why,You're so hard to forget,

Don't remind me,I'm not over it,

Tell me why,I can't seem to face the truth,

I'm just a little too not over you,

Maybe I regret,Everything I said,

No way to take it all back, yeah,

Now I'm on my own,How I let you go,

I'll never understand,I'll never understand,

Yeah, oooh, oooh, ooohOoooooohOhOoooh, oh

Tell me why,You're so hard to forget,

Don't remind me,I'm not over it,

Tell me why,I can't seem to face the truth,

I'm just a little too not over you,

Tell me why,You're so hard to forget,

Don't remind meI'm not over it,

Tell me why,I can't seem to face the truth,

And I really don't know what to do,

I'm just a little too not over you,

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)Not over you(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

I Love SHINee (:

SHINeeKey

♥

Tuesday, January 6, 2009 6:15:00 PM

Hey ppl!!~
Hiaz..I finally understand what Mr Teo is teaching!!! :)
Today, nothing special. Lower secondary recess.
Something creepy happened again.
I went to Shazanah's house today.On the way there , got Greenview Secondary ones holding hands in front of us. (zzzz..i so failure.) I think the guy pai sieh then say hiie to us for no reason. While i was going back, I took the lift and i told shazanah it will stop at tenth floor and it really stopped!! :X i know..so coincedence!!
Haha..today's lesson is really BOORRRRRIIIINNNGGGG!! Because i can't Concentrate after recess periods..Very slack ah..:)
Byes!!~~~

I Love SHINee (:

SHINeeKey

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Monday, January 5, 2009 6:24:00 PM

Yo! Yo! Yo!
Happy new year!!! :D
Hmm, I'm trying to forget yellow so please bear with me if i mention about him..
Today, ALOT of strange things happened.
Seb( a guy- Just like the sebestian in the little mermaid.) , Ask me to ask how much is the school tie while i , rozilah , shazanah was at the bookshop. His skin V.white , his eyes V. Brown. Scarrriiiiieeeee!!!
But after awhile , He dissapeared. AaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHHHhhhhhhhh!!!! :x
When i walking back home, i passed a Value dollar shop and it played the little mermaid song..Creeeepppppppyyyyy...
Hiaz..dont want to talk about yellow even though i see him alot. Did you know that yellow roses stands for heartbreaks and breakups? haha
POA first lesson today. Finally can understand Mr teo..
See you some other time!~

I Love SHINee (:

SHINeeKey

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Friday, January 2, 2009 9:48:00 PM

LIJIMAE!!!

Heyy!! FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!~~~~ :D
So excited because i get to see alot of my ex-crushes & my crush during recess!!
*Sighs* I still cant get why i am so crazy about him..His smile? His looks? The way he walk?(Thats wierd because he walk like penguin)-im the first girl to insult her own crush :D

Haha..Oh and this is the picture i took during the HIKE . The other one is the sunset but its not avaliable for the moment.
Too many things to talk about today.
I laugh until no sound comes out..T.T
Saw T.P after school , Saw Yellow at Secondary one stairs there with one of the twins. I think they finding someone. Hehe..so CUTE!!! The look on his bluurrrr Face.. :D
Haha..oKAY enough of him.
Today already got homework..Siens....
ByeBye..I look forward to more adventures on MONDAY!!!! :D
YELLOW~~~~~~~~~~:P

I Love SHINee (:

SHINeeKey

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