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Saturday, February 28, 2009 7:39:00 PM

THESE ARE SOME PICTURES WE (SHAZ & I ) TOOK ON THURS...

HEHE..Cute arhs? :3
Smile~! :)
Err..i look like i was about to kiss someone..:X


Yo!~~
I just came back from my Advance Scout Camp!! The camp tough rating is 6/1o :)
I was laughing 2/3 of the time i kanna pumping or P.T. I dont know why but maybe too much laughing gas. :X
On the first day, we went to a forested area. SO MANY BANGALAs!!!! >.<>
Had alot of ants bite even though they look like those normal ants at our home but they have killer bites!!!
We rested in a peace of empty land (in the middle of nowhere of the forested area). That is where we are supposed to camp, cook, sleep , learn..originally. There is one time we were called to gather, i saw a spark fly high across it the sky (a split second only) -A SHOOTING STAR!!!
After that the weather was bad so we moved to school instead.
Today at 2am got fire drill. Cant even smell the smoke and i was half-way dreaming!!!! SPOIL MY DREAM ONLY!!! GRR...
Then later at 7am got P.T. Do alot pumping den today also got do hourglass. Aiya..so siens..Now i so red-black..Going to be the next indian chief.. :X
Until now, yello still haven add me in msn. I guess he really hates me..Hiaazzz...





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Wednesday, February 25, 2009 5:32:00 PM

Heyy!!
Alot of wierd things happened today also. My temperature today was 38.2 in class ( highest). I can barely open my eyes during maths lesson even though school is about to end.
Sneezing, Coughing, nose dripping (eww.) all the way~
Today i also postponed my tution. Too sick to stay awake and yet i still have time to blog..
Hui huang out sudden ask me in chinese for sweet today. Then we paused awhile, she snaps out and says sorry cos she pai sieh , thinking i was her friend.
If i put bracket means what we thinking inside.
After school, I was at the corridoor of the canteen (cos gina asking her friends stuff). Shaz and i was blocking the path. And here comes yellow. =.=" (Omg!!!-me) Shaz gives way and i also. Hiaz..
We went LP after that.(Couldnt buy bubbletea so sad..T.T)On the way to security guard there, I saw yellow and the twins. i was pretending to cough , trying to hint roz & shaz to turn. But no reaction (Die arh!!! Must walk pass them..hiaz, nvms..-me) Shaz said kinda loudly " Who's tat?" I didnt answer. (SHAZ~!!! U WAN ME TO DIE ISSIT!?!-me) When we walk closer, suddenly i said " Why u 2 walk until so slow?" (I wanted to RUN!!!!) Shaz & roz say that yellow got "poke" one of the twins bag. (o.O) Rozilah say he and one of the twins turn after we walk. I heard they said byebye to the sercurity guard. SO SCARIIIIIEEEEEEEEeeee. Shaz & roz say maybe he likes roz.. Well, obviously i will feel heartbroken.
Today rained so we had to post-poned our Dodgeball.
!!~~°º¤ø„¸¸„ø¤º°¨¸„ø¤º°¨¨°º¤ø„¸ ♥David♥ ¸„ø¤º°¸„ø¤º°¨ ♥Archuleta♥ `°º¤ø„¸Rawks)`!

When will he notice me?


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5:16:00 PM

===Tuesday, 24thFebruary 2009===
Yesturday, Maths tutor never come!:X He just discharged from Hospital 0.o 5 people absent today!( not including Ms Yong). Very wierd today..
After School, Shaz and i go hall. We were looking at the AVA noticeboard when a guy came out(i tink sec1),rushing back home. Another came out(i tink sec2),throw the shuttlecock down. The second guy went back into the hall. Then when a few seconds passed, He comes out and asks " which one of u is shi ying?". We were like "huh?". He repeats the question. I say and point "me ah?" he say "Yah". I say "no" but i was smiling already. He asks again "Which one of you gave ---- ----- the you know? card?" Shaz was "BLUR" all the way.After awhile, he say nvm and goes back the hall. Omg! So random!
Just now when i was listening to my phone's music, i switched to radio and at the same time the radio had the same song "insomia". WIERD!
Today also got one wasp flew into my class.My girl classmates were alrdeay running away from it, screaming~~I told shaz later the wasp will fly to the fan and Die. Shaz said"no~!!!! Violence!!!" After awhile, i came true. Poor wasp..T.T


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Monday, February 23, 2009 7:21:00 PM

One Month to my Mum's Birthday!!
Today , i have Chinese storybook test and POA test. Tomorrow have Dodgeball competition and Chinese test(again..)~Thursday have Maths CA1 test2, Friday have Letter writing test..My whole weekend is flooded with test..zZz
Early morning, saw the twins..Wanted to find my cousin cos she nid pass me something..
Today no maths tution cos tution teacher sick :X hope he gets well soon..
For the first time 3na and 4na same time go up to class after assembly!!
Shaz and i went to WhiteSands after school, went to eat at Burger king. Hiaz..Memories~~
(Okay! back to the REAL world!) After that, we went to shop for assignment books. Going down the escallator to 3rd level ,saw a Greenviewan at Galilee Cafe(in library).
At about 4 plus , Shazanah was buying a stylish wallet when i saw a greenviewan. I stared at the 1st guy and was thinking what class was he in. Next guy, omg! Kodomo!! So tall and the stare also VERY SCARY. >.<>
I finally know how to differentiate the twins. Yu has the white specs and the LOW voice..~~
Lol..byes
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Saturday, February 21, 2009 1:25:00 PM

Today, no scouts meeting but got District campfire.
I'm feeling much better due to the encouragement my friends gave me and my mother helping me sponge at 4am in the morning. Yesturday ,my temperature was 38.2.Today,the fever is gone.But still, I'm not sure wherther i'm going to the campfire today. I'll tell you more infomation tomorrow.Byebyes~ XD
!!~~°º¤ø„¸¸„ø¤º°¨¸„ø¤º°¨¨°º¤ø„¸ ♥David♥ ¸„ø¤º°¸„ø¤º°¨ ♥Archuleta♥ `°º¤ø„¸Rawks)`!


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Friday, February 20, 2009 3:24:00 PM

HAPPY FOUNDER'S DAY!
I didnt wear my beret during the national athem today :X
Alot of people staring at me throughout the day..My sore throat became worse and it turn into Fever, runny nose and a little bit of phlem. I may not be going to the District campfire tomorrow.
All the lessons are so boring on Fridays. Yong han never come to school today :X I guess he must be sick as well..Hope he recovers soon~~
Our classroom was disinfected/sterilised yesturday by the cleaners.4NB is starting to get sick.
Curse the weather..so freaking HOT.Make people sick like nothing better to do..Thanks Rozilah and shazanah for helping me resist all the YUMMY food that i cant eat at the moment..Shazanah is starting to like Yellow.Well even though my HEART HURTS ALOT, but i cant stop anyone from liking someone. History is starting to repeat itself..I stop here for now..Byebyes!!~~°º¤ø„¸¸„ø¤º°¨¸„ø¤º°¨¨°º¤ø„¸ ♥David♥ ¸„ø¤º°¸„ø¤º°¨ ♥Archuleta♥ `°º¤ø„¸Rawks)`!


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3:14:00 PM

--Thursday, 19th February 2009--
Tomorrow is Scout Founder's Day!! I went to the CARE meeting today. Mr Thomas said he try to put us in the greenview team! Yay!! Mr rashid never come to school today so we had 2 free periods! Shazanah and i went to the Scouts HQ that afternoon. When going to the HQ, there were 2 ST.GAB BOYS(What on earth are they doing in pasir ris? they should be in serangoon!) The HQ was Flooded with boys..On the way back we also saw Nickolas Sir..
Speaking of ST.GAB, I MISS LEONARD!!!( refer to april 2008) Byebyes~


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3:08:00 PM

--Wednesday, 18th February 2009--
Another wednesday!! My throat hurts alot! I hope it can recover soon..:X
Today got 8 absentees but during history lesson, more went back home so it became 12 absentees. So fast going to Friday, Am i gonna do HIP-HOP with my scouts uniform? Tomorrow we'll know wherther are we in CARE CAMP synergy 2009(GVSS)!! Today have history mini-test. All those dishonest people rushed to copy the history notes during Chemistry. When Mr yang was about to give the papers, he said that its an open-book test. All the cheaters said "CHEY!".Shazanah and I was like "Wah lao! Then study for nothing?!" .Today also got blackout in white sands. I can already imagine the candlelight dinners in KFC~~ :D


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3:03:00 PM

---Tuesday, 17th february 2009---
Helloo~~:P
I joined the 4x100m for sports day already! Recently there's this virus bug going on in my class.
On Monday, 7 people didnt come. Today, 12 people absent. For our CIP , we decided to have a Dodgeball competition to raise funds. Today, Rozilah saw Hui huang and yellow in a lorry coming out. These few days, weather is also getting very hot due to the fires in indonesia and Austrailia.
Byebyes!!


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2:39:00 PM

---Saturday 14th February 2009---
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!
Oh yeah!~I saw him from afar today :D
I received a Yellow Valentine's day card from Adeline , A pink rose from Gina , One DDR game from Suju--Arigato gozaimas to all!! (Thanks a lot!)
Today i did Knotting-AGAIN- for Scouts.{knotting is the scouting life for me~} Zzz..
Shazanah placed the valentine card under his door already. (aww..so sweet!)
We went out together(BFFs) and took neoprint! ( Finally!after 1 year~)
Today is the best Valentine's day so far~~
Byebyes!~


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Friday, February 13, 2009 6:00:00 PM

OMG..I dont want to go to school already..So pai sieh.
1 more day to VALENTINE'S DAY!
Today alot of events. Adrieanna Give me butter cookies, Kai lin Give me Chocolate Cookies (heart shaped), Wan ting gave me a Heart :)
I gave Shazanah & Rozilah their 2nd Valentine card which i did last minute yesturday.
The worst part is i didnt intend to give HIM the card today. But, i gave it to shazanah to pass it to him but who knows he is not in. So Gina went to pass it to Yong Han/Cheah and his reaction very big(YH). Cheah like "Ohh.." -.-"
Im gonna die!!! Aaaaaaahhhh!!!! I am sooooooo dead!!!!!!!!!! I cant walk a different path if not they'll get suspicious..I'm DOOOOOOOMMMMEEEDDDDD!!!
I scared lata he show his fren the card or his fren will go see..die..the worst is they know hu gib..>.<
During recess he very fast go back class..i don know why but maybe avoiding me?
Today went to white sands and bought two heart Rubberband.
Today got back physics test and got 13/22,Maths test is 5/14..(failed)
Hiaz..Today got Social studies test. Jiayous and hope is can reach my target 13/25.
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Thursday, February 12, 2009 7:15:00 PM

Hiaz..I feel that he's avoiding me Coz da whole week i never see him except morning assembly, so sad..T.T
Today's was SHOCKING to me!!
When i walking past the canteen, Cheah wanted to walk also den i squeezed myself until my left hand rubbed against the notice board..(oww.. >.<) Yeahh,And there was Yellow..
Then when i at quatrangle, i trying to find Rozilah & shazanah. I saw R&S at first, suddenly got outburst of people then they kanna block. Cant see them so i walked nearer to the corridoor. See, see, see..*spots something!* Yellow & Friend. Eeekk!!! My first reaction was i stopped walking, paused there until i spot Shazanah trying to avoid me..and i went to get shazanah & rozilah to sit~ Hiazz..2 more days to VALENTINES'S DAY<3.
How am i suppose to give him?! Should i give or should i wait till march for his camp then get to know each other? If i give earlier, i can forget him faster if he avoids me.But that is such a sad thing to me! If i know him in march, its so long..~

Today, i got back my summary test and the result sucked!(to me in my dictionary) i got 10/20. My target to pass is 12 so i failed. I wonder how is my physics test.. Do i have exam Phobia? I always fail in my CAs and passed in small tests..I dont know why.
After School, i went to Loyang Point to Eat Mac & Study Social Studies wif Shaz & Wan ting.
Maybe tomorrow giving hearts/stars to people tomorrow..~Byebye :DD
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009 2:52:00 PM

THESE ARE THE PICTURES I TOOK ON SUNDAY, 8TH FEB2009..



So Cute~~~~!!!!! I LOVE RABBITS!~~

WooooOOOOOooooooo!!!! So Many YORUs!!!! (shazanah's paradise..)

=*WARNING* 1ST NEGATIVE POST OF THE YEAR..=

NEGATIVE LEVEL : 4 STARS ****

I'm soooo Emotional today, I dont know why , maybe Mood swing or I stressed out -.-

Had a lot quarrels with my classmates today. Especially Rozilah and shazanah.
I feel very out when they keep talking in Malay. I understand its their language but i feel odd. Its like when they talk in malay, I keep thinking they dont want to let me hear or they keep"insulting" me. I feel hurt, like i've been kept in the dark about something. They dont communicate with me sometimes and feel like im just another ordinary friend while they are best of friends.How would u guys feel if i talk chinese to my other friends and u dont understand it?! Cant u guys put yourselves in my shoes?
While going home today, I called their names and ask them where are they going but neither of them reply.
When i shouted "oi!!"
Rozilah angrily said " Wad oi? We have names okay?!"
I replied :" I call ur names but u guys didnt react..zz So where are we going?"
Didnt react again..--ignored--
I called oi again. This time rozilah said" Dont u understand her?"
I was like "huh? Wad u wan me to understand when u guys keep quiet and dont say anything and futhermore scold me?! What logic is this? Dont u guys have mouth to talk? What are they for?!" I was so pissed off that i walked back home without saying goodbye. I am so sorry if i missed some parts but this is MY side of the story..
I'm pissed that im being ignored. Im pissed that i was scolded for nothing. Im pissed that i was not told the reason why everyone kept quiet. I was pissed because im JELOUS THAT U GUYS GET TOGETHER AND IM NOT IN IT!!!!!!!!!
I'M SICK OF BEING IGNORED BY MY BEST FRIENDS, GOOD FRIENDS , TEACHERS AND MORE!!! I TOTALLY HATE IT!!! ITS IRRITATING WHEN I ASK A QUESTION OR TALK TO YOU AND U DONT REPLY AND JUST WALK AWAY!!!!!! IT REALLY SUCKS OKAY?! THE FEELING TOTALLY SUCKED!!! AND I'VE BEEN PUTTING THAT UP FOR YEARS!!!!! CANT I GET A REACTION?! I HATE BEING IGNORED YOU KNOW THAT?! MY HEART REALLY SANKED TODAY AND ITS LIKE YOUR BEING USED AND THROWN ASIDE AFTER ALL THAT!!!
Okay..wait im freaking out. :(
I'll never understand what my friends are thinking. I'll never understand anything..
... I cant get it right..Such a failure.No one will notice me..
T.T
--END OF EMO PART--

Today ,Mrs Koh did not teach us Chemistry as my class was too noisy so instead we did some worksheets. Didnt see yelo except when the school is dismissed classes by classes in the hall i turned to the wrong side and glance.

Nothing special today. Im still the same old, sad, depressed, mad , insane , crazy , Freaked out , Emotional , Weak , Stupid , Fool , Dumb , Idiot , Quiet , Anti-social , Doomed , Bad , Sorrowful girl.. Byess.. ;(



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Monday, February 9, 2009 9:50:00 PM

Woooooo~~ 5 MORE DAYS TO VALENTINE'S DAY!!
Hopefully Ys will cheerup soon..Its so sad that he's like that.. :(
Today , History test..I wont say its easy or hard but i think i can manage it.
Hopefully i'll score a 9/15 or higher :)
Today , I went to sign-up for CAMP SYNERGY ( Greenview )-2009. Cant wait for march holidays!~We're gonna be EAGLES again!~
*Sighs* One-sided Love sucks..The other person doesnt know and the other is unnoticed. Pity the second one, just like me :(
Today i went to White sands, Went to Window shop and Eat at Library. When i and shazanah walk back, we had to pass by the burger king..Saw the twins~~ My reaction was like " Awkward!~Awkward~! " And shazanah is still in her own world..(well i gave her the warning!) Aiyo..On the way back saw Ardino, my classmate.
Nothing special today..Just never see Yello and Jus found out T.P got gf :)


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Saturday, February 7, 2009 8:05:00 PM

One more week to Valentine's Day~
Today ,shazanah got her APL badge.Yay!~Grats :3
Today's CCA are : Badminton (?!) , NPCC , Scouts (^^) ,SJAB , Soccer.
Suprisingly , Yellow got badminton today.
I was Happily tying my Bowline when a blue figure ran past the road (Scouts den 1 there).I see the back of that person , i thought, "is it him? Looks like leh..Maybe i think too much already.." Den after awhile, the blue figure guy came back wif ta-pao orange juice drinks and some food. Guess who? Yellow.
2nd Time is when i stepped into LP, I saw a grp of badminton guys at Mcdonalds. I was like "pls dun sit there,pls..." And we go to the left..directly in front of them ( quite far also lah) I see a figure wearing GVSS P.E. I dont care wherther he's there or not so i just act normal. When they about to go, shaz and rozilah say that its him..
Hiayo..spare my weekends lah..
:(


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Thursday, February 5, 2009 6:58:00 PM

Wahhh..So fast another Thursday..T.T
Today i went to white sands with shazanah after School.
Shazanah asked me to put this :S Shazanah like Yelo and they stead.( WOW, so interesting!!!)
She stared at him, he stares at her, he hop up and down for joy cos he happy that shaz glare at him den his fren felt wierd and ask him stop hopping den he emotional breakdown and pretend nothing happen, the END!!! (So cool!! He must be smiling like a fool!!~~)
Lol..Nice story, i think she think about yello too much..*shakes head* No hope..
Haha, jkjk..
Anyway, Today got see him lah. After recess going up class , 3NA & 4NA together go up, den got him in front~~ Then he suddenly turn back. Rozilah say he smile but i not sure ah cos i nver stare at him. Then He stop until rozilah's side and walk again. Shaz and roz immediately take their SS worksheet and say " Read ss ah!! SS paper!!" They were like trying to block my view of him but i wasnt even looking..The paper was like upside down..zzz
Then i told them and shaz turn it back up..he goes in front wif y.h and the end..so boring story..zzz
Haiyo..Tomorrow Physics and Summary test.
Monday , History test
Friday , Social Studies..
Byebyes...


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Wednesday, February 4, 2009 5:42:00 PM

One word to describe my feelings today..-TROUBLED-
Just as i dont care about him anymore, he appears. Today , T.P walk past our class again but this time with the parrot.
About yellow..After school i and shazanah going down the stairs to 3rd level cos i want find Royston. But 3rd level that time i saw Mr Ong talking to an unknown person behind the wall. It was non of my business then so i dont care. When we took the last step of the 3rd floor stairs, Y.H and Yellow appeared. Eeeeeekkkkk!!!!! He stops at 3rd level, teacher still talking to them , Blocks my way and i cant go to sec3 express classes. So i waited for him to pass but he's still stuck there. I wanted to say excuse me but i dont know why i cant say anything. I avoided looking at him but i know that we are almost 1cm apart. I feel like running away..I dont know why..
Hiaz..Our chemistry test was badly done. T.T Hope i'll pass >.<
This Friday is our Physics plus Summary test! So many tests..
Next tuesday is finally upper secondary assembly!! For 1 month dont have upper secondary assembly..AMAZING!!
Rozilah & Shazanah always come so late in the morning and i have to sit ALONE everytime..T.T
REALLY REALLY TROUBLED...


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