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Tuesday, February 10, 2009 2:52:00 PM

THESE ARE THE PICTURES I TOOK ON SUNDAY, 8TH FEB2009..



So Cute~~~~!!!!! I LOVE RABBITS!~~

WooooOOOOOooooooo!!!! So Many YORUs!!!! (shazanah's paradise..)

=*WARNING* 1ST NEGATIVE POST OF THE YEAR..=

NEGATIVE LEVEL : 4 STARS ****

I'm soooo Emotional today, I dont know why , maybe Mood swing or I stressed out -.-

Had a lot quarrels with my classmates today. Especially Rozilah and shazanah.
I feel very out when they keep talking in Malay. I understand its their language but i feel odd. Its like when they talk in malay, I keep thinking they dont want to let me hear or they keep"insulting" me. I feel hurt, like i've been kept in the dark about something. They dont communicate with me sometimes and feel like im just another ordinary friend while they are best of friends.How would u guys feel if i talk chinese to my other friends and u dont understand it?! Cant u guys put yourselves in my shoes?
While going home today, I called their names and ask them where are they going but neither of them reply.
When i shouted "oi!!"
Rozilah angrily said " Wad oi? We have names okay?!"
I replied :" I call ur names but u guys didnt react..zz So where are we going?"
Didnt react again..--ignored--
I called oi again. This time rozilah said" Dont u understand her?"
I was like "huh? Wad u wan me to understand when u guys keep quiet and dont say anything and futhermore scold me?! What logic is this? Dont u guys have mouth to talk? What are they for?!" I was so pissed off that i walked back home without saying goodbye. I am so sorry if i missed some parts but this is MY side of the story..
I'm pissed that im being ignored. Im pissed that i was scolded for nothing. Im pissed that i was not told the reason why everyone kept quiet. I was pissed because im JELOUS THAT U GUYS GET TOGETHER AND IM NOT IN IT!!!!!!!!!
I'M SICK OF BEING IGNORED BY MY BEST FRIENDS, GOOD FRIENDS , TEACHERS AND MORE!!! I TOTALLY HATE IT!!! ITS IRRITATING WHEN I ASK A QUESTION OR TALK TO YOU AND U DONT REPLY AND JUST WALK AWAY!!!!!! IT REALLY SUCKS OKAY?! THE FEELING TOTALLY SUCKED!!! AND I'VE BEEN PUTTING THAT UP FOR YEARS!!!!! CANT I GET A REACTION?! I HATE BEING IGNORED YOU KNOW THAT?! MY HEART REALLY SANKED TODAY AND ITS LIKE YOUR BEING USED AND THROWN ASIDE AFTER ALL THAT!!!
Okay..wait im freaking out. :(
I'll never understand what my friends are thinking. I'll never understand anything..
... I cant get it right..Such a failure.No one will notice me..
T.T
--END OF EMO PART--

Today ,Mrs Koh did not teach us Chemistry as my class was too noisy so instead we did some worksheets. Didnt see yelo except when the school is dismissed classes by classes in the hall i turned to the wrong side and glance.

Nothing special today. Im still the same old, sad, depressed, mad , insane , crazy , Freaked out , Emotional , Weak , Stupid , Fool , Dumb , Idiot , Quiet , Anti-social , Doomed , Bad , Sorrowful girl.. Byess.. ;(



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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

Will Fate Bring us together?
Will miracles happen?
Will you notice me?



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