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Monday, March 30, 2009 6:56:00 PM

So many things happened over the week~
Ups and Downs. I'm Confused and stressed about almost everything! haha~
I've been trying to get the song "Big Girl now" by lady Gaga. If anyone have this song pls send it to me~Thanks! :P
Just went to whitesands with shazanah to buy pens and eat gallilee :D
So many test coming up..I wonder if i can cope with the stress..
Today, we had POA test. I got a feeling i will fail, hopefully this time i will pass :)
Jiayous Shi ying~~~~~


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Thursday, March 19, 2009 7:39:00 PM

HELLO!!!~

Today, early at 9.30am got Tution. I wanted to sleep on the bus but i cant because it was jerking all the way. Yishun Library have more books than Pasir ris's .~~This is a picture that shaz send me and i am sooooo HAPPY!!! AaaaHH!!!!


DuCkiieS~~!!!! Aiya..she should have bought them and display and take picture. If she doesnt want them she can give me :) So sad for the duckiies..Trap inside there..Dont worry! Yh will come and save you!!

After tution , I went out with shaz & Suju to white sands to study. While they were eating in the library cafe, I was very bored so i stare at the glass window. Suddenly , i saw a white tee. On the white tee , "GREENVIEW" . I paused, "eh?! isnt this the badminton shirt? That back view looks familar..Could it be?! Tell me my eyes have something wrong. I must be dreaming.." Then , they walk in the library. Shaz & Suju turned to look. Its yh & yj. OMG!!! My heart totally raced for the first time when i see him. ( So far i see him like nothing happen but this time , my heart raced like how it felt when i see yello). Shaz says hi , they pretend they cant see her. BLah..haha.Yh & Yj went to the back..Their gone: " pheww...".

After awhile , they came back. They finding another chair to sit. Shaz got direct view of Yh. Whenever he stretches , she laughs. =.=" Is he that funny? I know he has long arms ah but you really should resist yourself :X haha jkjk :P I know he hot ah..(cant believe im saying this..) Got a few times , the light in the cafe changed into red. YH like so happy to see the colour change also got smile :D aaaaahh~~ He look very different from his class pictures.. Did people edit them? NoooOoo!! How can they have his picture before i can?! Grrr....Maybe its his hormones that change his face or our hormones reacting to him.. :DD When he want to go , He and YJ never say Byebye..OKay, Shaz. So this is the kind of guy u wan me to like?! So rude!? But its really a coincedence that he was in white sands studying History..

Sheesh. Byebyes.



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7:27:00 PM

THESE ARE THE PICTURES TOOK IN THE CAMP!~ I STILL GOT MORE BUT I LAZY POST ALL UP , ENJOY~
~WE LOVE SEALS~

SIA SIA SIA AMBROSIA!!!TL , Nic & Aaron..

During the nightwalk..hehe :X

Haha.. :)
THE END~



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Sunday, March 15, 2009 5:43:00 PM

Okay..I didnt sleep.Maybe after this :)
There were alot briefings in the camp activities in-between.This post is SUPER-SUPER-SUPER LONG..


#~DAY ONE~#


The expected no. of people attending the camp is 109 but a few turned-up only. So the care teachers decided to cut down the number of groups and i was posted to Group 5. Michelle , Dhab , Aaron , Suju & me. My group was one of the pathetic groups at first. At 6pm, there was not a single student in group 5. So we joined Group 1. We played the station games such as the "target board" , "We Love Seals" and (another one wif the peanuts & flour) . At 8pm, the group 5 students start to come in..Then, we went for dinner.After that , we do our flag & cheer & group name in the centre of the dark quartrangle..We call ourselves , AMBROSIA. ( apple or something) Dhab gave everyone in AMBROSIA a friendship band..Then, Wash-up..-SLEEP- (at 2am plus).


I thought he'll turn up for sure..Is he lying/something cropped up at the last minute?..I was really upset that he didnt turned up for the camp. Shaz & Roz Group got "Duckiie". No mood to do anything..Saw Yu xian at night at the study corner..Wierd.
I still remember the cheer " SATU! DUA! TIGA!!! SIA, SIA,SIA , AMBROSIA!! SIA, SIA ,SIA, AMBROSIA x2 , ********(malay words-all die except for us)*******SIA, SIA,SIA , AMBROSIA x3 , WE ARE THE BEST OF ALL!! :D woooooo!!!


#~DAY TWO~#


Early morning do P.T. Guess what kind of P.T.? Not running around the school but Jumping jacks & Crab walking. =.=" (Follow HI-5 *tim's song*)..Had alot of fun :) After that , we had our Hokkien Mee for breadfast. I had no appetite , Eww..After that , we are suppose to do Talent night preparation (eg. skit, song , dance) & do in classes. So i'm with 3NB. Got that T.P.. He is SUPER irritating. Always trying to get attention but it was funny the way they made fun of Tan Peng Hock ( his actions if the class doesnt listen to him). By that time, we still didnt know what are we doing for Talent night prep..After that was Battle Tails & the weather was SUPER hot. I was in-charge of giving the tails to the students. BlahBlahBlah. Decided that we're doing stomp for Talent night prep but didnt know the beat.
Lunch!!! Its about 12pm and we got ready to eat. While eating, Badminton people came down.
When i was about to finish my lunch , i saw yelo, zhi & yu walking past the canteen corridoor. I looked at yelo. Yelo turned back & looked at My direction.Eeeekkkkkk!!! Then , he & his badminton friend went to the sch gate. I thought they alrdy out of school so i didnt bother but who knows after awhile, they came back in.I threw my lunch box away and took the flag. I was walking with Suju. Accidentally while walking, the pole gone in between my legs and i stumbled. I manage to stay upwright but the top pole hit my head..Owww.. :(
Then i got the feeling that someone is looking. I turned & i saw him turning at my direction. (while walking to the gate again).




Then , we had time to make our Hydroclash target board. After that, we started the game. Group 1, 2, 3, 4 went to play in the 1st round. ALOT of injuries happened..One person threw a water bomb at a girl , she bent down to wipe her face & when she look up, another one was smacked into her eye (very near).Then , someone laughed at her & Mr Thomas stopped the game. The game was only at the beginning point. Mr Thomas was VERY pissed and called the game off. So We had 4 hours to prepare for talent night..Most of the student's motivation was crushed.My chance of seeing him wet totally..flew away..

My group didnt want to do the prep anymore. All were so sien & no mood..I was pissed cos some of them , despite Mr Thomas's apology , they refused to listen to us. Some were playing baseball, some were crying there hearts out & refused to tell us why, some were just fooling around.


I was really confused and dont know what to do as we havent have any solid idea of our prep. Mr Eddie came along..then he asked what was happening. The students quickly rushed to the benches to sit. He shouted some cheers and heard that our moods were shyt.The Facils told him the real story. He was joking joking one moment then suddenly he shouted very loud at the SLs. (the atmosphere was very serious and tense-plus his voice is naturally loud). I & Aaron jumped. Suju was still the same "sien" face.He said " Hey! SLs! What are you doing?!". He "scolded" us in front if the whole group saying " What did i told u all before i left?" "What did u all promised me?!" . No reply. He said " U said u guys will do a good job but what is this? ". "Dont blame urself students, its all the SLs fault. They couldnt do a good job and they are all new." He turned to us and said " DONT TELL OTHER PEOPLE I AM UR TEACHER!! IM SHAMED OF U!!!" (he is like insulting the SLs already.) My eyes were watery by then and i held back my tears. He shouted" I want to see the SLs! " Then he stood up and went to the bench before the St.john's room. I suddenly burst into tears with Suju & Lydia. He said sorry cos he wanted them to feel guilty & said that it was good that i was crying cos they can see. By then , i laughed while crying..When we got back to them, they were already cheering. So i guessed Mr Eddie's plan worked! After deciding on what to stomp for Talent night prep, we took a break. The Facils secretly told us that after we went to Mr Eddie, they started to apologize.
Went to take the picture..Got water splashed at us..


BlahBlahBlah. Den got talent night..I love 3NA's performance. :) They sang "im yours" & something else.. Our performance was a bit cocked up cos we didnt know whr to hit as we needed something hard to make the beat. So we all sat on the floor and started banging in a syncronised beat. Blahblahblah..The slideshow's song is "love story" & "Insomnia". :D After that was the trust walk..Alot of funny parts. There was one time, Aaron asked Wan to walk near the dustbins..all the students complained smelly..I brushed the flag against some of them and they jumped. Hahaha :D Got one time hit aaron's face :X oops..
Then came family circle:) Shared stuff..Sat Under spiral staircase.One guy cnt take it when we asked about his family and ran off. They also didnt explain the terms & conditions of Family circle before they start so i told Suju & she told them (Aaron & Michelle).
Had Debriefing at night until 12.30pm plus. Talk about them at night..
~#DAY 3#~
Day3..So fast last day. I woke up in the morning and it was 7am. I was freaking out cos i was worried that i wouldnt have enough time to bath and be on time. However , we managed to be very early. :D
Ate breadfast (chee chong fan). Then,we had the auction thingy. My group managed to get a good deal cos we got Oreo (which the students took all without sharing..nvm..) & $10 Popular voucher. :P We had to write our appreciation on a paper. I didnt got many cos i didnt really interact with the students. I felt that im kinda lost. Didnt know who to write on as i know limited people only. Then that T.P. & Duckiie always somewhere near me..Idk why~
After that end of camp..BREAK CAMP!!! WOOOOOO!!!
I got a feeling T.P. wanted to talk to me but he was afraid or couldnt get the right time..This is just what i feel who knows the true story is totally different :X




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4:51:00 PM

I'm back from CAMP SYNERGY(GVSS)-2009!! :D
It was quite fun :) However, there are some troubles during the camp..
Now, im very tired..
Can sleep anytime..
Only slept 8 hours for 2 days..How pro is that? Haha :P
I'll talk to you about the camp things in the next post..
For now, i go and sleep..zZz
Byebye :D


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Friday, March 13, 2009 2:00:00 PM

I got back my results!!! I LOVE MY ENGLISH MARKS :D
However, i need to improve my POA & maths results..
TODAY IS THE CARE CAMP!!! OMG!!! XD
I hope everything will go well~ I just want to enjoy myself & be happy~ :D huhu..
3 days i will not be updating..Now is 2.02pm..
1 more hour~!!! Cant wait for CARE camp! I hope i can handle them and let them be happy!~~
* i tink this is my shortest and happiest post eva!! *
I'll miss blogging for 3 days!~


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Thursday, March 12, 2009 6:43:00 PM

One More Day, One More Day , One More Day..I gonna be doomed.
One More Day, One More Day , One More Day..I'm DOOMED!!
Omg,Today something happened to Rozilah again..
She was sitting at the bus stop waiting for Shaz, A lorry stops at the bus stop. Yelo comes out.
He sat at the Bus stop (quite close to her). Dunno wad he doing..
Later, he stands up and goes to Rozilah. He asks her if she was the one of the people that was at the hall about to give the card to him.. She ask why? He say he wants to know who is shi ying, cos he cant figure out its who between Me, shaz & roz. He does the action to describe me & shaz , v.funny. :D He ask rozilah to tell him who is shi ying during the camp.And..Tomorrow is the CAMP!! im gonna be soooo DOOMed.He knows from his friend's brother which is roz's brother's friend (complicated ah) that Roz is an SL. He knows that i going for the CARE camp cos he saw my name on the list in care room.Aaaaa!!!Shouldnt have put my name there.. Roz say when he talk to her got smile..quite alot. Roz thinks that he thinks that she is Shi ying. Hiaz...Blah.Blah.Blah. Then when he go, he turn back a little and smile. HIAZ..WHY DID HE WANT TO FIND OUT?! CANT HE JUST DONT BOTHER?! Im afraid that he will be disappointed that roz is not the one that wrote the card to him..Lata he emo..T.T and its all MY fault!!!
Have to pack bag now..Byebyes..*sniff*
1 MORE DAY TO CARE CAMP!!


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Wednesday, March 11, 2009 6:19:00 PM

Finally, we had our Fire Drill today..I thought we were never gonna practice our fire drill.
Well, it was kinda short this year (thats my opinion). Shaz finally can differentiate between the two. During the fire drill, Yellow got come to our side (express there~). Maybe he come to see Rozilah only..Heartbroken..How am i going to forget him if shaz keep on talk about him every single day?! Im tired of my life..Im tired of everything..I just wanna give up..But i cant.
*sighs* Shaz keeps staring at him..He keeps staring at roz..I am SO LOST. Whenever i talk something that i think its funny, roz & shaz will jus stare at me..and give me the its not funny look..and i feel that i cant make my friends happy anymore.That's probably one of the reasons i feel so tired and sick..When my friends arent happy , i tend to be sad too. :( Today , rozilah say his classmate asked her is she shi ying & hu is shi ying..
Why?! Why?! Why does the people want to find out who is shi ying and not the real person that suppose to find?! Issit that hard to say hi to me while its easy to smile at my friend?! -.-
I hate it that everytime i try to forget, something will remind me of him..
Soon..it'll be care camp..Im gonna doomed!

2 MORE DAYS TO CARE CAMP!!!


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Tuesday, March 10, 2009 3:02:00 PM

So fast going to be CARE camp. 3 MORE DAYS TO CARE CAMP!!!!
I dont know why but i feel tired after school..No mood to talk~~Class tee is White base and black ~~ Design is superb!!
Watched films for assembly today..One of the clips called "The Usher", a boy that looks like yellow especially the small eyes..zZz..
Alot of homework today, tomorrow then get back Chemistry test. Excited for nothing!! :X
Tomorrow Fire Drill, Maybe they'll postpone it again..and we'll never have our fire drill....
Nothing to write..Byebyes.


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Monday, March 9, 2009 7:12:00 PM

Once again, Our fire drill is postponed due to wet weather..Its been 2 weeks.
Can't wait to get our chemistry test back tomorrow!!! :) I heard my class did VERY badly >.<
I think tomorrow is Upper Secondary Assembly if i'm not wrong. :X
Have to do my english filing and journal by today. Today, the weather changed drastically. After school, it rains heavily..yelo was standing there (near the gate)..More details on the next post~~
Byes...
4 MORE DAYS TO CARE CAMP!!!


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Sunday, March 8, 2009 9:25:00 PM

Today, i went shopping at Jurong East because there is a Scholl's warehouse sale.
So many people pushing me here and there. I feel like using the shoes that i'm holding to whack those people who pushed me without saying sorry. Think they can bully short people? Think again. :) Woah..I sound like a gangster, hahas.
Yesturday i went for CIP. Went to the first home..Paisieh cos go wrong house. :X 2nd house hard to communicate cos i forgot my dialect. (oops!) After school, The gals and i went to LP's mac for lunch. After i bought my bubble-T, I went to the gals cos they looking at some sort of fish game..
Then we decided to go CARE headquaters..One black bag came down from escalator first. Walk very fast, then stopped at the turning point. Blah Blah Blah..
Cant wait for CARE CAMP!!! I also went to Geylang in my SCHOOL UNIFORM. I totally disgraced the school's reputation!! :P I saw prostitutes outside hotels & I thought they were "normal" people waiting for taxi..
5 MORE DAYS TO CARE CAMP!!!!


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Thursday, March 5, 2009 8:00:00 PM

What a boring day today..
Physics test was fine. We learnt how to pass the baton for Sports Day. For POA lesson today, we walked around the school while someone cleans the class. I felt awkward walking round the school, like pontent class. :X Mr Low did not come to school today, I hope he gets well soon.
After school today, saw yellow (alot of times and shaz only saw him at the last min). Shaz & I bought fruits and sat at the bookshop area (on the steps). Its like an empty quatrangle in front of us...I love the peaceful view~~
Someone who walked across the quatrangle looked at our direction for quite a long time. Is it that wierd to sit at the corner of the quatrangle? I felt scared and dare not look back at that person. I also saw KODOMO :)
When, Gina , Suju, me and suju's bike walking back, saw sec1 badminton people. They stare at me as if i did something wrong. Follow up by alot of GVSS badminton people, then saw 2 P.E people jaywalking in the rain. One of them is yellow. I guess he didnt see me as he was running to get shelter..
So bored..Tomorrow Comendation day selection. I dont feel like going, like its a waste of time.
*Yawns* I think i'll stop here for now and go to bed.. Goodnights! :D
CANT WAIT FOR CIP(2 more days) & CARE CAMP(8 more days)!!!


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Wednesday, March 4, 2009 7:51:00 PM

TODAY'S POST GONNA BE FLOODED WITH SCOUT ADV. CAMP PICTURES!!!
























Today , i'm a little upset and emotional.I even cried in class for no reason! Maybe i'm just thinking to much.. I feel that i talk to much and hurt people's feelings. :X I have been ignored 5times today by people like Roz & shaz & wanting & suju..
I want to be a better person. So maybe i should just keep quiet..Shut my mouth upp.
9 MORE DAYS TO CARE CAMP!!!
Saw YH today after school & morning assembly. He was like gaying/ wrestling with his friends.. I am finally getting over the other guy. Hopefully for another week i dont see him smile or
anything, i can GET OVER HIM!!! (BH).
Tomorrow my physics test!!! My English informal test got 22/30 (wooooo!!! 2nd Highest!!!)-wif shaz & Dorminicas :)
Burbyes :)


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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

Will Fate Bring us together?
Will miracles happen?
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