Friday, June 26, 2009 5:05:00 PM
+~Michael Jackson died today at 4plus in the morning (SGT) of a heart attack..~+
Heyys. Remember i promised not to be emo any more? I really dont wanna break my promise even though im sad right now..The king of pop has passed away. Michael Jackson teached us the moon walk and i'll nver forget that :) May he RIP.
I feel that sometimes i have 2 personalities..One Cheerful one, the other alwaes sad & Emo.
My friends say i only show the Cheerful one to people that im not so close to & the sadest one to Best friends. Im trying REALLY hard to change myself. However , i always end up hurting people's feelings.
For instance, these few days, i feel like i've been a jerk to my best friends.Few days ago, i insulted suju's food.On the same day, I asked shazanah out but i didnt accompany her to the end.Instead i asked suju to stay with her. Like today too, I asked her out but we never really had fun and yet she didnt complain.When going back, we took bus 9 (which i didnt noe it didnt go back to PasirRis interchange) and she had no direct bus back. Im really a damn jerk. My parents put so much effort and money to me to make me study but all i do is play. I always give excuses that im stressed and all.Probably im sick of all the scolding..>.<
Enough of unhappiness..What happened today was, I went to yishun early in the morning to have tution then took 39 to tampines to return books and took 38 to Simei for my brother's tution.At the same time, went out with shazanah & upset her D:
^~^ ( Tongue Tied by faber drive) ^~^ -One part of it that i feel now.
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?
I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time
I Love SHINee (: 
SHINeeKey
♥
